Contests Entries|RL Friends|Gifts I received|100 theme challenge|My Contest| The Colony|Commission Info|Saix's Calender
**************************
___________________________
FEATURED ARTIST
PLEASE DO NOT REQUEST TO BE HERE! Thanks!

She gots a purdy style and she's a gewd fwend! 8'3 *gets all mushy* over 1k views...she needs more loyal watchers D< none of em comment or anything, and when they do it's not seriously. @_@ Well anyway XD;; She's really good at drawing hyoomanz and when she draws her aminal chars they are cute! X3 WATCH NOW!


...Eventually Break Down...

I had the best day ever today, you know? 8D

First Period
Mmm, in first period my math teacher wanted to collect our textbooks. Mine is in my room. Most of the people had their books in their locker, so the teacher just decided to take a little "field trip " to the lockers to get em. I didn't want to, I wanted to listen to my iPod and draw, since my book isn't even in my locker. He says "no you're coming along...and put that away hun" So when they went down I parked myself along the wall trying to be away from everyone so I could burn anger away, but noooo people had to come over and bother me. At some point one even slaps me in the forehead. MMM yay I needed that! There was a bug on my head. Thanks for squishing the bug who apparently has really good camouflage ability.
We go back to the class and I was waiting at the door to go in when the teacher unlocked it, but when he did the entire class poured inside, leaving me standing there until every last one goes inside. Real nice, thanks, you guys. I wasn't standing there waiting to go inside at all, not at all, go ahead. I don't mind one bit! ^^
I sit down at my desk and after he checks our notebooks he says we're going outside! Okay, fine, whatever, "hey may I use the bathroom real quick, Mr Diamond?" "Okay"
I come out, the class is gone; they left without me. I look around the hallways for like, five minutes, not wanting to go out the door for fear that someone would see (teacherwise) and think I'm just kee-hauling it away from the school "illegally" :\ So yeah I went back to the class and stood there, seething anger....
Some teacher lady walks by and wonders why I'm standing there or "hiding" as she put it. I told her, and she brings me to the office for a place to sit down. She lets me look out the window to see if they're there, but they're not. So I sit myself down and start drawing... I drew Saix playing ball and a baby Tempest lookin at ya. The girl beside me liked them. ^^ But then my shop teacher Mrs Laucks comes in and sees me, "hey lady!" she says, and after she comes out from talking to this other chick, she walks over and interrogates me.
"Why are you in here? What did you do?" she asked.
"My math class left without me..."
"Where?"
"Outside"
"Why didn't you go with them?"
"I didn't know where they went"
"Well where did they go?"
"........outside"
"Oh, well whatever" she says and walks away somewhere~
THEN my math teacher finally comes in the office with a >o face and he's like "WHY are you in here?!"
Someone at the desk filled it in for me..."She said you left without her! D: "
"She should've followed directions!!!" he returned
"What directions?" I replied
"I told you! Go out the back and around the corner!"
"You never said that! All you said was go out the back you didn't say where"
and the desk lady was like "she didn't mean to maybe she didn't hear you"
"She's a good kid, so I'll only give her 3 days of detention rather than my usual 10."
Made me really hope that he was just facking around, thank mavq he was.
We go back to class and I take out my anger on a piece of paper until the bell rings, which is when I freaking dart out the door without another word or glance at anything.

Between Classes 1-2
I wait for ~hunterspire and ~DarkAngel926 like I usually do but I noticed them too late and run up behind them, but being as pissed as I was, I didn't say anything so I kinda stalked them the whole time... I don't talk when I'm pissed.... then I go to computer class..

Period 2
In computer class not much happened to work my nerve but yeah. Yesterday we had a substitute so everyone slacked off and played on the internet (I did a little but I finished ALL of my 4 assignments~) so today I found that the internet was turned off... -_- I wanted to get on here to answer a few messages. But noo.... And Microtype, that typing program that helps you learn how to type of course, is my LEAST FAVOURITE THING IN THAT CLASS. I HATE IT SO MUCH. You will never understand my loathing for it, you just won't. Lunch!

Lunchtime
Not much, but in line, some facktard stops in front of me, just STOPS. He was a fat guy waiting for fries to come. I wanted to get the pizza and he just would NOT move! And when I got my food I finished eating early cuz there wasn't anything on my tray really so I was both bored and hungry till lunch was over and I got to Spanish class.

Period 3
[summarized]
In Spanish our real teacher got back, substitute being there for 2 days. The sub showed us a movie (Sweet Fifteen) and when that was over yesterday, he shows us a show about weird foods, with Spanish foods in it. We finish watching that today. They were eating cuy (guinea pigs) and a whole bunch of fags start getting worked up about that
"THAT'S AWESOME!"
the teacher gets into it "GUINEA PIGS ON A STICK FOR EVERYBODY!"
Getting pissed....
The FAT FAT FAT FAT guy on the show was EATING FOOD THE ENTIRE SHOW making fucking chewing sucking noises and OMNOMNOMing in the disgusting way eating anything and everything he possibly could, a true trait of fatass hyoomanz.
Piranhas, baby eels, bull's testis, cow stomach (in and outside), pig brains, squids (boiled in their own damn ink), and even grubs. Those bigass, cool looking worms...
And I drew a guinea pig on the board (I was forced to...) and people were all...
"that's so ANIME."
"SO'S YOUR MOM _{you asshole} " I retorted
It was better than the one they had up, it was an oval, with two half-ovals sticking up (to be a dead guinea pig) and better than the other team's g. pig, cuz it was literally just a big blob with eyes in the shape of an X, acting like it was hit by a car several times. I drew mine ALIVE, in BETTER quality.
Someone said it looked like a hamster
"So does your mom," I told him quietly, and then everyone started saying shit about it so I got pissed even more and as I finished him up I said "fucking douchebags, you need to shut the fuck up it's better than you will ever do assholes"
Oh and during the fat guy show people were throwing paper again and one ball hit me so I called him a fucktard.
Then class was over~

Between Classes 3-4
Before I went out the door I put my jacket around my waist. :B
As I walked through the hallways some chick I've never seen before pushes my shoulder like she wanted me so I look back and see her and some guy laughing and the girl acting like she didn't want to do something for it being mean maybe but when I turn back around she says something that sounded like "hey KEIRA" but I didn't get it and watched her giggle like a fucking moron, running away really quick acting like she did something bad, so I took it offensively.
Thing is, the Engineering and Construction railing was there, which is 15-20 feet above the bottom floor, I coulda pushed her off <D she better watch herself next time~ ^^ There's a cold hard cement floor down thar and possibly some sharp equipment she could fall on~ HEEHEEHUR to THAT, bitch!

Period 4
Science was the only class where we did work with adding things and getting percents, so I could clear my mind a bit, it was relaxing. Then we watched Dr Suess's Lorax with the sad fact about the earth being destroyed, for animals, trees, etc. At the end (and inbetween) some asshole was like "OH that was so sad, made me cry. "
OF COURSE IT IS. IT'S TRUE. HYOOMANZ ARE KILLING THE EARTH BY BEING SELFISH, AS PORTRAYED IN THE VIDEO.
GOD DAMMIT.
When that class was over, shortly after, I went out to my bus and sat down...

The Bus
Ashley wasn't on the bus today so I got even more pissed cuz I couldn't take out the anger on her (through stupid shit like the Pig and Pedochicken and telling her about my BEST DAY EVER)
People were being loud as shit so I turned up my iPod uber loud but THEY STILL WENT THROUGH. WTH. And fucking Green Day didn't help to clear my mind so yeah. Changed the song after it made things worse for at least 5 minutes (I was listening to Homecoming)
Later in the ride some dickweed behind me threw a bag of chips or something out the window. I was STEAMING.
Just a few weeks ago someone threw an ENTIRE plastic box that had salad in it onto the side of the road, those boxes are pretty damn big you know! I WAS PISSED, the busdriver did yell at them a LOT but they didn't get in trouble by the school. e_e
My jeans forced me to slide down the seat so I fell down until I hit my head on the metal (still in the seat ok) and yeah.

Walk home
I freaking SPEEDWALKED here. My mom drove by but I completely ignored her and didn't climb in to get a ride home...to be faster....

I got in and told her about this in a nutshell and I actually broke down crying and everything.... T_T

ANDDDDDDDDDD
If that's not bad enough I feel neglected by you guys... check out *Ash-Dragon-wolf's poll and find my comment... or just read it here cuz I'm posting it~
This poll was asking "did you ever think about leaving dA?"
My answer...
"yeah I overwhelmed myself by watching over 500 people and I daily, every freaking day, have 100 deviations in my devwatch and even more journals and polls D: I stopped answering them cuz I was discouraged and stress just piled up because I hate ignoring people and the bigass number was always staring me in the face telling me how many people I was ignoring... U_U
So I thought about just doing what all the people who get more comments and favs do-- delete everything. I'd ignore a lot of people so I hated that idea but as I thought more and more messages were piling up...
So with stress in the tons pulling me down I actually did delete everything once, deleting 500 messages (150 or so comments, quite a few favs, JOURNALS especially, polls, etc). That number right there lost me my best watchers' attention. So many people quit talking to me period, so now nobody comments on my journals (I used to end up with 80 comments from talking to people in my journals, now it's just...blah), my pictures get practically 0 attention now, and just nobody reads my artist comments anymore or wants to help out.
Pissed, upset, and plain ol' lonely, I thought about leaving. If no one talks to me or looks at my art, why stay? That's how it used to be, all I would do is just TALK and TALK and TALK! That and upload stuff, now the traffic has slowed down and people just stopped interacting with me... I was so heartbroken I thought I could cry....
But *silverskydragon being here, I would never leave. That and the few good, incredibly loyal friends who don't just talk for 1 hour-1 or 2 days and disappear. The ones who I can recall from the top of my head (not including friends irl) are ~GWARins-Knight my idea bitch, ~lone-fool my bro, *bleddryheart my sistuh, *silverskydragon, *Shinji2821 who always leaves great critique on my art, and a few others whose name I forgot ...
So there's my story on how I almost left... T_T
Teh End :B"

Just leave me alone.... I'm going to go invisible for a while, how does that sound? Like a good plan? 8D

==
JOIN SAIX'S FAMILY!
Note me titled: FAMILY
and tell me what you want to be... sister, mom, brother, uncle, cousin, etc.
Cousin-
Best Friends-
Sisters-
Brothers-
Idea bitch-
luff ya peeps~ <3
***
past features:



=========================
Ones I know I hafta do:
~Frost Dragon- MrAmp
*Vampire dragons- gwarins-knight

----------------------------------------------------------------------------
+Clubs+
******

***=my clubs

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE DEVIATION